HELLO GOD

Hello God, are you listening?

I see beautiful nature and I see you;

I didn't ask for loss but christening,

Now I'm blinded by rage and I lost sight of you.

Hello God, can you see me?

I'm sitting here all alone, just wondering

If your promises are true and hold for me.

You can't blame me for asking, I'm still grieving.

Hello God, do you know how I feel?

I love you, but I keep asking myself if you're real.

I'm scared, I'm angry, I'm hurt and I can't keep still,

And now I fear that I've gotten to the end of my reel.

Hello God, do you know the lyrics of my heart?

I'm here in the studio but the words are failing me.

Yesterday I kissed her goodnight because I didn't want your truth,

Now I want to speak my truth but Karma won't let me.

Hello God, do you even know me?

Do you know that I'm a mess of broken and mended memories?

I lost the one person that opened my eyes to see

Endless possibilities, and now I can't breathe.

Hello God, do you blame me for doubting you?

I'm sorry if I made you think I'd never come back to you;

Because inspite of everything that I've gone through,

I really have no one else but you.

A PEN for TWO